Reading through this, I read someone who should have maybe had some counselling, or got herself a hobby, or something.
Looking at the photo of her at fifteen I don't see an ugly girl - maybe a little young looking, mousy, but waiting to bloom.
She got 9 GCSEs and 3 A Levels, and her parents wanted her to go to Uni to take an Accountancy degree.
Perhaps that's where her problems lie. In my Opinion, Accountancy degrees should be abolished. Such graduates do significantly worse in professional exams than those with non-relevant degrees. Successful accountants have an understanding of the world in which they operate.
And to have one's parents choose one's degree subject seems a recipe for disaster.
Perhaps it's difficult being academic in a non-academic environment. Perhaps the majority of her school friends had a false confidence, stemming from prematurely indulging in adult behaviour.
(at 19) she had her first boob job. "I remember going to a club two nights after.Loads of guys were coming up and asking me for sex. I felt more attractive great.
I also find it worrying to measure one's self esteem by the number of men who want a casual fuck. Don't misunderstand me - I know why men are attracted to breasts, but most of the boob-men I have known over the years (and I've known a good many...) are actually capable of looking for a person behind the boobs. And to put it almost crudely, it's not generally the boobs that get fucked. I would find it disturbing if the relationship revolved around the boobs.
It's a shame, because if she had gone to University, or got a job appropriate to her abilities, she would have been able to develop self-esteem from inside, rather than from the lascivious stares of men on a mission.
It's a fairly well known fact that large boobs often cause back aches. I would imagine that this is even more the case in a 32" person, which, to me suggests all boobs and no chest/back, and thus no muscles to carry the weight.
Shop assistants often will not accept when I tell them what size I'm looking for. But, in addition to an ample bosom, I have slender shoulders and a strong muscular back.
