I really can't decide whether I am depressed or not. I have been taking the happy pills for over two weeks so I imagine that a feeling of...well-being...is due to them. Unfortunately, the *well-being* also seems to have removed my ability to rant or be moved to tears.
I don't think that it is depression. I am constantly tired - I slept eleven hours last night, disturbed only by an auto-piloted loo trip. And I lack the will to do anything. Doing anything - eg washing-up - leaves me exhausted. Then the thought of doing things sends me into an anxiety attack. And I ache all over but especially down my left arm and across the back of my neck. And in my left back. And at the bottom of my left rib.
Plus I get those horrible little twitches that leave me paralysed for thirty seconds and nauseous for five minutes. You know when your brain vibrates and your left foot jerks? And I'm not at work but I'm struggling to conquer the blogroll. And anxious about it.
